I'm a good person "well i think i am"...so why does bad things continously happens to a good person. I'm the kind of person who will not only help with my last cent but will empty my cupboards to see that no one goes without a meal, i will drop everything and anything to assist someone in need, I'm the one who will try to put a smile or distract you if you're going through somthing. So again (why does bad things happen to a good person?) !!!
It makes me sad how often my feelings are taken for granted...i feel like nobody cares at all about how I feel...
And sometimes, I can't even pretend anymore that I am okay, some people think I'm mad, but the truth is, I'm hurting a lot !!!
How could anyone hurt me and then leave like nothing happened? How could they even stand being happy while I am here alone with a shattered heart?. I want to be angry, (but anger gets you nothing but misery) i want to avenge the part of me that has died because of them. But I'm not like them— I am not a bad person, I could do nothing with this pain....i would just sit with it and cry over it !!!
I'm hurting a lot, and it hurts me even more to think that there's nothing I can do about it but to just feel it... I wish I could make them feel what they have made me feel, i wish they would know how much pain they have given me. And I wish they would know how damaged and lost I am because of them, but why does it feel like I'm the one who's unhappy? !!!
It hurts me to see the ones who hurt me being okay and happy while I am here, still trying to heal from the pain that they've caused me !!!
@atticradiothecarouselneverstopsturning
Stay safe
V.
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